.....Oh Dear Lord....

I suppose this is where I admit to myself

and to anyone willing to read this

that I am in the midst of a mid-life challenge.

I spent the entire day, today, out pounding

the four streets in this little town,

looking for a job.

A regular job, that is.

Yes, I have a college education and a cosmetology license.

I also have a photography business that feeds my family, as well.

I am an artist,

And I guess you might say,

an overwhelmed, most of the time artist,

more than a few creative levels.

Ouch.

English major, hairdresser and photographer.

Put 'em all in a blender and what do you get twenty years later?

A bi-polar, whimsical woman, wishing to be a bit more NORMAL.

{{{Although, NORMAL freaks me the fuck out}}}}

Frenziedly seeking a job where she clocks in,

clocks out and goes home

with sugar infested dreams of

"that"

paycheck

on Friday.

Is that so totally difficult?

{{{Yep........it is!!}}}

*

And hey,

"Kuddos"

to any of you out there who are seeking employment

in today's job market.

Especially,

TODAY!

.....Geeze.....

I am more exhausted from driving around from Temp Agency to Temp Agency,

looking for some type of clerical work that will simply get me out of this house, give me some menial form of guaranteed income, reguardless the lack of amount,

that just might possibly be available,

in this state of mine,

Mississippi!

I do, however, draw the line the industrial job

available in the steel industry

that I was told I was

"OVER QUALIFIED"

for,

within the first 2 minutes of my handing over my resume

to the Temp service advisor.

(Didn't I design your hair for 8 years?)

Help me find relatively easier job anyway, hon'.

Do I look like a welder?

Again,

Oh Dear Lord.

I am exhausted from day one.

Anyone need a part-time housekeeper?

At this moment I am WILLING to travel!

*

Have a great day and kiss

your boss

on the cheek today

...from me!

he he he he he he he he he he he he

:)