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4.09.2006
4.01.2006
QUIET NOISE~
Faintly,
I hear the music
Through the thickness
Of air.
The voices in my head are screaming
Fighting
With each other.
I try
And I try
To simply
Not care.
I stand alone
Surrounded by trees.
A perfect moment
To get down on my knees.
I pray towards a light
That is filterd through green.
'Tis you that I trust
Although never SEEN.
Please
GOD
Please help them be quiet.
Instruct them of your mercy
As I softly weep.
I hear the music
Through the thickness
Of air.
The voices in my head are screaming
Fighting
With each other.
I try
And I try
To simply
Not care.
I stand alone
Surrounded by trees.
A perfect moment
To get down on my knees.
I pray towards a light
That is filterd through green.
'Tis you that I trust
Although never SEEN.
Please
GOD
Please help them be quiet.
Instruct them of your mercy
As I softly weep.
TILL DEATH DO US PART~
Why do you watch
As my tears slowly fall?
Why do you care
If their there at all?
Who really cares
What I feel?
Love me.
Drug me.
With just one more pill.
So you think you know
What stirs in my head?
What if I told you
That I wished you were dead?
In my mind
By a dim blue light
I slit your throat
You were too drunk to fight.
Your blood was so red
Yet my hands were both clean.
At that time
My mind and my soul
Held nothing between.
I eased to the floor
For what seemed like hours.
Ten minutes passed
Then a knock on our door.
Crazy,
I was sure you'd sent flowers.
I tried to rise
But could not stand.
Opened my eyes
Then realized....
I'd been in a sweet dream land.
As my tears slowly fall?
Why do you care
If their there at all?
Who really cares
What I feel?
Love me.
Drug me.
With just one more pill.
So you think you know
What stirs in my head?
What if I told you
That I wished you were dead?
In my mind
By a dim blue light
I slit your throat
You were too drunk to fight.
Your blood was so red
Yet my hands were both clean.
At that time
My mind and my soul
Held nothing between.
I eased to the floor
For what seemed like hours.
Ten minutes passed
Then a knock on our door.
Crazy,
I was sure you'd sent flowers.
I tried to rise
But could not stand.
Opened my eyes
Then realized....
I'd been in a sweet dream land.
BREATHE~
A beautiful day.
Filled with sweet thoughts.
Tender moments, I spend alone.
Sisterhood.
Faith.
The precious gift of life
Eases deep into my chest.
I need nothing.
I feel everything.
Days such as this
I thank you GOD.
The voices that live in my head
Are in agreement.
Therefore,
Quiet.
The sound of my blood pumps rhythmatically
Through my veins.
My wonderful ballet
undaunted by choreographed delay.
I am full.
Of me.
Because of you.
Gasp!
Without cautious planning
I just breathed!
Filled with sweet thoughts.
Tender moments, I spend alone.
Sisterhood.
Faith.
The precious gift of life
Eases deep into my chest.
I need nothing.
I feel everything.
Days such as this
I thank you GOD.
The voices that live in my head
Are in agreement.
Therefore,
Quiet.
The sound of my blood pumps rhythmatically
Through my veins.
My wonderful ballet
undaunted by choreographed delay.
I am full.
Of me.
Because of you.
Gasp!
Without cautious planning
I just breathed!
MUCH, I WONDER~
© March 31, 2006 Amias
LIQUIDPLASTIC
Liquid Illuzion painted blue
Magic in an alligator's tooth
A pearl from an open grave
Precious the gifts she gave
A child's life encased in threes
Sleeping beneath pecan trees
Open wombs April showers
The magic of dogwood flowers
Precious are the gifts she gave
A pearl from an open grave
Magic in an alligator's tooth
Liquid Illuzion painted blue
LIQUIDPLASTIC
Liquid Illuzion painted blue
Magic in an alligator's tooth
A pearl from an open grave
Precious the gifts she gave
A child's life encased in threes
Sleeping beneath pecan trees
Open wombs April showers
The magic of dogwood flowers
Precious are the gifts she gave
A pearl from an open grave
Magic in an alligator's tooth
Liquid Illuzion painted blue
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