Apology.....

I've just been sitting here in front of my screen today trying to decide what to post. My mind is rumbling and my heart is driving the rumble so, here goes.

I pre apologize for the "yuck" factor in this post and I promise, this will be the last.
Guess part of me is still in a state of shock.

Today I sign those divorce papers. Yup. I give him his freedom today. Let me rephrase that, I give "them" their freedom today. So, would you both, just please, STOP, sending me your cell phone photos of your sexual escapades! Gross.....

I think what baffles me the most is that you can spend years with someone and wake up one day and POOF, it is like everything has been erased off the board. I (we) never exsisted. A small part of his family just "loves" his new girlfriend and even welcomes her into the church that WE joined as a family. The children and I have found a new church home so that part is fine. But.....still......yuck!

He has been living with his new girlfriend, whom he met while in a drug rehab facility, next door to me, since mid January. Yeah, imagine looking out your window and seeing your husband and his new girlfriend crusing around photographing your every move. And my mother-in-law, and sister-in-law, photographing my tears.
Great family........lemme' tell you!

I am doing the right thing for myself. For little people who do not understand this crap. For my parents who deserve a little "peace", especially considering my Mother is recovering from not only brain surgery but also the loss of her Father. Yeah, like, where were the same vultures while my family struggled through all that? Up the new chicks ass I guess.

So yes, today is the day, I give you back all the freedom you (the irrelevant portion of you....) Crenshaw's need, to continue as you incubate and manifest your mental and hateful sickness.

I wish you all.........everything you condone and live for.

Over and out.

Oh,

And Alison, Nicole, or whoever you are TODAY....
I just hope you realize you are the next one in line for this same shit.
{{{{And the line is lengthy, doll}}}}
Mark this post, darling.
You'll be blogging it on your MySpace
and Adult Friend-Finder page
within a few (months) years.
But, glad to see you are back within your element.
Your reputaiton preceeds you!

And honey, the next time everyone in your delightful family forsakes you and you show up at my home, banging on the windows, crying and threatening to kill yourself.....
Not to worry.
I will personally put you out of your "methed-out" misery.
Got that?

Have a great day, knowing you will soon be free of us.

And for my precious readers, I apologize that you had to read this,
if you even could.
It is gross
But
It is over

Today.

Gotta' run....
Time to sign!
:)