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I don't want to be the girl who laughs the loudest.
Or the girl who never wants to be alone.
I don't want to be that girl at 4 o'clock in the morning.
'Cause 'm the only one you know in the world that won't be at home.
Ahhhhhh, the sun is blinding.
I.....I stayed out all night, again.
Ohhhh, I'm finding....
That's not the way I want my story to end.
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me.
Why do I feel this party is over?
No pain inside me.
You're my protector.
But, how do I feel this good,
I don't want to be the girl that has to fill the silence.
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please don't tell me we had that conversation.
I won't remember, save your breath.
So what's the use?
Ahhhhhh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly...
But I am falling.
And if I let myself go,
then I am the only one to blame.
I am safe,
Nothing can touch me.
But, why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside.
You're like perfection.
And how do I feel this good,
I am looking for myself
When it's good, it's good, it's so good,
'til it goes bad.
Till you try to find the you that you once had.
I've heard myself cry,
Broken down on naked knees,
just trying to find a bed.
I'm safe up high,
nothing can touch me
I can smell this party end.
No pain inside,
you're like perfection.
But how do I feel this good,