I have been at a stand-still for so long,
I am not sure where I am headed anymore.
You cannot begin a new chapter of your life
until an old one ends.
I am ready, oh soooo ready,
but am paralyzed by the legalities of divorce.
My heart is huge,
my dreams, even bigger.
May 13, 2008,
And even then,
it is just another date
to begin to wait.